What do you do when the one that you love doesn’t have faith in you? When that person thinks that you’re going to cheat on them? When that person has no trust in what you choose to do? When that person never believes you? And what do you do when someone has a problem with you and will never tell you but puts a mask on?

Can someone please tell me what to do with that? Cause to be honest, I don’t need it nor will I stand for it at all. I know I have a shitty life; I don’t need others to make it worst for me. I do my best to make everyone happy and if I can’t do it than to hell with it. But at least I try, it may not seem like I do but if you think about it I try my damn hardest to make everyone happy! Don’t make my life harder than it already is! I have plans, goals, and dreams! And trust me, they can and can’t involve you! You choose if you want to be in my future!

I really don’t deserve to be treated like I can’t be trusted. There is nothing I have done to make it seem that way for anyone. I don’t lie but I also don’t tell people a lot cause they just don’t ask. If you ask me something I will tell you at the best of what the questions asked of. If you want to make my choices seem like their bad or can’t be trusted than do it but don’t make me notice, don’t make my day hell just cause you don’t like me for a moment. In the end my choices benefits a lot of people, I’m not one to be selfish like most of the human race. I’m not one do to as I please as long as I get something out of it. I am not one of those people who make it all about me and try to make it so that I am the problem, solution, and the only one that benefits from the event!

Why am I treated the way I am by the people around me? Why am I taken so advantage of? Why should I feel put down when there is no trust? What did I do? I know what I did! But, how does it affect the person who is to trust me not? I understand what I did and what not, but how am I suppose to understand how and why it affects you if you don’t tell me, because to be honest I can’t read minds.
So, can someone please tell me why my life is hard? Don’t get me wrong. I’m not complaining and saying that I have it real bad cause I don’t; but why do others have to make my life harder than it should be? I mean I know that there are a high percentage of humans out in the world who live some really bad lives. I know that complaining is bad and I also know that in the end all this will be pushed aside and brought up later in life. But still, it really does make life harder, and I’m one to take it as it is but as fast as I want to.

Whatever the reason, I hope you’re not the cause of it…


Thank you for reading my vent
Jaga Kala